lotusalley has been a striving spiraling and
rhizomic process

there is so much i have linked together,
it is rather chaotic, but that is the point.
order is something we strive for,
but chaos is the truth.
and from these beautiful patterns of chaos,
i'm just trying to do some great cultural meta-physical
unfolding of my own,
and to create spaces where that can happen for others.


i am cursed / blessed to feel immensely, deeply,
seriously,
with giddy, pure exuberance, and madness
of this sort
is what has sent me to the edges of experience
to do and be and make with others for others,

but lotusalley is my personal art space,
my soul finds refuge here from my self
and the archival expresses things i forget, and
must be reminded of.
lotusalley