| any statements i make regarding anything is of course my own experience only... even though i have made great effort to educate myself, my strength is not in recall. i have been changed and evolved thru my adventures into other people's work, and that is also the place i can find solace. i usually have simply been changed by something i have read, and there it has become my self. this is the miracle i am so in love with, and feel compelled to transmit and sing out. art is an ultimate human right. now that i am burdened with the vision of this novel to manifest, i have very different concepts of the writer. i wonder if the writer of poetry has less in common with writer of prose than with another artist, but that is also a very emotional thought on my part, and obviously there are too many exceptions to actually say that, but i think it has some truth to it for me. the thing that i can say for writing is that there is editing. i have gone thru complete runs of omni-fluid writing - or the sub.conscious purge, as a friend has called it, but i do feel that with this work my salvation in it is the editing. the core i have complete faith in. it is my writing of it that i am critical of... i now realize the life stories of basically all the writers i have loved are filled with obsession and/or discipline, not usually in balanced or healthy amounts, but definitely it is these which make or break a work...i am too much obsession and not enough discipline right now. but i have plans for that too!... |