w h a t   s o r t   o f   
l a n g u a g i n g   c a n   
g i v e   t h e   f e e l   
s e n s e   
e x p e r ie n c e   a s   a   
t e x t u a l   
p r e s e n t   
f r o m   a   n o w   p a s t,   
a n d   s e e k i n g   t o   
c r e a t e   f o r m e d   
w o r d s   t o   
s t i m u l a t e   s o m e   
s p a r k   o f   w h a t   w a s  
t h a t   w a s   
r e m e m b e r e d   i s   
s o  d i f f e r e n t   f r o m   
t h e   r e a l i t y  o f   
i n d i v i d u a l   
u l t i m a t e l y   
i m p o s s i b l e   t o   
p r o d u c e   l e t   
a l o n e   r e p r o d u c e

ah but the coffee smells so good
when someone is benevolent and brings it to you
as you lift the paint
from the make-shift palette
to slap it down for that first layer
when everything is just a buzz in the back of the mind still
and has no body to hold its noise